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24 November 2010 @ 05:53 pm
pickle complains  
Every bathroom in the building is out of order. That's like 25 bathrooms. At the same time.

Also stoners cooking bacon in the toasters. AGAIN. I swear it's like the 5th time.

Also this one person keeps demanding I get out of 'their room'. Like every other night.

Also I fell down the stairs. And I ripped my favourite shirt because it caught on the banister.

Also the student rep meetings sort of go 'can you do something about the buses the drivers are taking different routes and missing stops and leaving people waiting and missing lectures so they can buy mars bars from newsagents' 'sure we'll pass that concern up' '...I've been rep for three years now and you've been 'passing that up' the whole time' 'well you didn't expect anything to be done, did you?'.

Also idk I just kind of feel like crap and I really shouldn't because I am so lucky to be where I am right now. It's hard to justify being annoyed to myself when my worst problem is that I have to walk up to the school building to use the public toilets and loud noises when I'm trying to sleep and my own clumsiness.

But I am.

Life is good right now. Life is brilliant. Marvel portfolio review went well enough and my dad's detoxing and succeeding for the first time in ever (And like the ungrateful brat I am all I can think of is way to be 20 years too late) and I have about three separate opportunities of a lifetime within the next year alone and I'm mostly healthy and I'm broke but I'm not starving or anything.

It's just little things bugging me. And it kind of feels like they're ganging up on me. With little pointy sticks. And I just want to sleep for a week until I'm happy again.
really such a lady: raikou/gau: YOU'RE A KITTYohmeguro on November 24th, 2010 07:43 pm (UTC)

I AM SORRY TO HEAR THIS. OUT OF ORDER BATHROOMS ARE LAME. AND STONERS MAKING BACON. (I wrote that as 'stones making baking' at least three times before getting it right.)

/hug. I know this feeling - "everything is mostly okay so why am I unhappy?" Don't beat yourself up. Take a nap or draw butts or do something utterly for you, is all I can recommend. ♥
paperclipchainspaperclipchains on November 24th, 2010 09:29 pm (UTC)
(And like the ungrateful brat I am all I can think of is way to be 20 years too late)

Not ungrateful, that's the only reasonable way to approach it.
Zalkinezalkine on November 24th, 2010 11:01 pm (UTC)
I'm totally with Bel on the detox thing.

When I was younger and my Dad was going through detox I felt exactly the same. Yeah fine great, doesn't really stop how much shit he had caused in the past, doesn't mean you can forgive them because they are finally trying.

I'm really glad things are going well for you, hopefully they will continue like that and you will stop feeling so down bb <3